Life is in ruins

Its been a long time I had a talk with myself. The ambience change had made my perception to change a lot.

The crowd of people around makes me feel as if "I am nobody". My existance and recognition is into question. The only word for life that carries meaning to me is ego, the "I". My ego has always moved me out of the areas of huge crowds, and it is desperatly trying to move me out of this too. It would like to make up a new place, a placid one where I will be known. Known for my own created field and its progress, something others have never done before (at least the people I know have never done).

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