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I do not believe in democracy, I do not believe in communism, I do not believe in one person ruling other people. I do not believe in any of them because I do not see any sense behind people deciding for other individuals what is right and what is wrong. Any person that has been given power to decide that will always do so with his own prejudices and biases. There is no way that the need of the individuals can be satisfied with a system like these.

In effect what I believe is if we do not have system to meet the need of all, our system should be tolerant enough to include everybody's opinion and respect that. But this kind of result is very difficult to get the major reason being the incentives of the people in power not to comply. There is a rich class of society, who need not be the happiest people but are disillusioned by the power they obtain while being wealthy. The society itself, considering it to be the only option, is aggravating the importance of money. We do not realise that money and this system are a game devised by the people themselves, it's not a word of god.

If we consider the time from which people are ruled, we would come to a conclusion that all the dominant structures, which are denounced now are once the prevailing social structure. In that way we cannot really differentiate and argue about the system being working since the people are complying to that (Majority or represented majority). Whereas like all the earlier structures of the society there is only one difference between them and democracy. And that is that we are supposed to change the government if we do not agree with them. But there is a huge problem with this idea of thought i.e. people in power are always partial and ignorant to the basic need of others. This idea which might seem arguable is almost comparable to your friend deciding on what your life needs to be, who are eligible to be your friends, your girlfriends and any other decision that you might take.

I think in the name of humanity and respect towards other individuals there has to be a major change in the philosophy of what needs to be controlled and the importance of the monetary system in the context of the basic needs of humans. We are really killing everybody, intellectually and literally. The rich class is getting more and more distant from the reality of the surrounding and considering the people who are poor as the burden on their life and a threat. Whereas the poor people while trying to aspire to be rich someday are getting more accustomed to believe that the reality is that they can never be well off. And somehow in the developing world as we see it, this gap is increasing day by day, resulting in the huge divide and lack of respect for the other individual.

While people think that immorality, crime and poverty are a creation of the individualistic point of view and actions. But rather these are a irreversible counteractions of making one part of the society rich or well off. It's like two sides of a coin which exists if the other side exists and there is no remedy for this.

Dead Beautiful Truth

My novel Dead Beautiful Truth written along with Adesh Oberoi- A story that is fast paced and terse, a story that will leave you appreciating the independence of individuals and their choices, a story that will take you along from life to death. The path traversed here is extremism, no soft words or articulation of things, all straight from the thoughts and analysis of the protagonist. You'll see everything as he sees it. If you have ever asked yourself, "What is meaning of life? What are we doing here? Are emotions for real?" this book, with its story, will give you an opportunity to delve into the reality of life, with sheer simplicity. It is not a self help book. It was never intended to be, as you could change your life with a self help book but cannot expand it, cannot reason it. You have to see a person working on it to see its real implications. This is what this book will do for you. You will be able to see life with the spectacles of 'theory of competition and stakes'.

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i wished life

i wished life is an humble and far thought effort in the direction of exploring i. The objective being to spread the knowledge and direct the worldly efforts to explore our existence. i wished life is a mission, to be accomplished by i, yours and ours. everything has to be understood and we have to find the motive, the motive of being i. our focus area is the existence itself, it includes answers to questions like "what is the ultimate aim of my life ", "what do i have to accomplish in my life ", "why i hate or love anything ", "what am i doing here?", "what is mind and my perception?", "why do i do things and take decisions?", "am i free or there is a destiny for me?"...

we varun, adesh, udit and anshul, each a different i, have started this mission and want all varied is' to make i wish life a wish that is accomplished.

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The moments I remember

I remember the time when i wrote a poem for the first time. Amist of a small picnic spot, the breeze was flowing and there was a small spring in view. I don't know how i felt at that moment, probably i was feeling down because of something. i wrote a few lines (i don't remember them now), which started a new line of thought for me. Till now the thing that comes naturally from me and is best about me are my poems.

I remember my love each moment of the brief story of ours. It was as if i have lived a part of my life in those moments. The lack of maturity and the lack of worldly understanding of a thousand things along with our innocence made the moments we spend together the best in my life.

I remember glimses of moments that i spend with my friends, but those moments and people are very special for me. I would very soon introduce a directory of all my friends and the moments that i remember.

The fine line of destiny

The most memorable day of my life has also been the best evidence of destiny for me. It is the night before the registration for the 2nd year of B.Tech. I have been temporarily allotted a room in the hostel for the night. Along with me, the same room was allotted to Adesh. I met him first time there. He was reading a novel and he started taking about the novel. In no time, the topics have changed and we talked the whole night. The next day he asked me if he could be my roommate to which I agreed. (I normally never say no until I had a very strong reason for saying so)

After that night, we together stepped in the field of Astrology, constantly confirming bookish reading from real life reading of people. Then we studied numerology and some books in spirituality. There is one thing that is what we observed in most of the books, that nobody knows the answer to why the thing is there. Most of them write only how to achieve the state or there is an earlier hypothesis but no answer to how and why. That is the time we started debating all nights about the possible meaning in human nature (earlier actually just to give meaning to astrology or numerology) and we continued this for about a year.

There was no limit to our talks and nothing else was more important and interesting to us than this. On the spur of the moment, we bunked lectures, walked out of practical’s, talking and imagining for hours. There was optimism that was binding us in this time for we never come to any conclusion in this time. We had small derivatives of the whole picture but were still quite away from the full picture.

In the middle of all this, the time had come for us to part for the industrial training. At that time because of a seemingly harmless silly act of mine (which proved out to be a disaster) made us part. But as I told destiny was written for us. In our industrial training we again moved closer. We returned after six months and it was time for a new spell of optimistic try for the hunt of meaning in life. We returned to the original tune in which we used to dance. This time it worked.

In only one month, we arrived on competition being one of the basic factors that cannot be broken into further parts. Then came the question of love, trust and togetherness and in a brief period of 15 days we arrived on the point of stakes. From that time on, I have never seen even a single thing that is not based on the theory we developed. I am sure that destiny wants us to develop the theory, and I want it to spread as much as it can as everybody in this world has a right to know about life and their sole reason to be on earth. We together have developed the theory of competition and stake and I am sure it answers every question of why and how that people try to forget.

I am ....

From the begining of my life i have done a single thing called competition and starting a new area to compete if i am not winning in the earlier in my mind and soul. Any of the ways, i must win, well that's the spirit there in everybody isn't it? Life has been an enriching journey of experiences (i would not call them ups and downs as i don't remember them). Life has never let me turn back, see and regret over my past, generally i don't remember my past.

About me, well i am a Sagittarius, a typical of my sign, fighting, winning without grudges for anybody. i have much different and exciting ventures to put my energy in. If the other wins i am sure that i would win the next time, if i win then will rejoice for a moment and then think of next, always taking people with me (they are important stakes for me). Everything and everyone that come in my life stays with me ever. From sagittarius point of view you can understand me from the astrology link of our site, link http://www.astrology.iwishedlife.com

I have a very stern belief in destiny and chance. As a sagittarius i am usually lucky till some planets in my chart hamper it. To read my destiny please visit the destiny link of my site http://www.destiny.iwishedlife.com

I came into novel writing because i and adesh believe that we have something to tell that the world must know. This being the theory of competition and stakes, the very answer to the eternal questions of life, nothing surpasses its breadth. The way the novel came out made me believe in its success. It is lovely, fast paced and different. there is nothing that i can compare it to, its different and exciting, i love it.

Life is in ruins

Its been a long time I had a talk with myself. The ambience change had made my perception to change a lot.

The crowd of people around makes me feel as if "I am nobody". My existance and recognition is into question. The only word for life that carries meaning to me is ego, the "I". My ego has always moved me out of the areas of huge crowds, and it is desperatly trying to move me out of this too. It would like to make up a new place, a placid one where I will be known. Known for my own created field and its progress, something others have never done before (at least the people I know have never done).